A cynical and sadistic world of traitors,
crushed my innocent hopes & dreams.
I have become an empty shell,
ready to crack and turn to dust.
The burden of living aches like a painfull disease.
I'm tired of longing, trusting and falling...
I find no further joy on life...
So what's the point in living.
When I'm already dead?
Dreams of suicide are haunting me...
Longing to just cut those fucking wrists wide open!!
And to feel the warm flow of life, slowly fade out...
I am not a masoschist,
I just want this hellish suffering to end!
To just leave this shitty place,
Whit a bloodsmearded grin on my face!
When will this happen?
- (Hopefully?) maybe never...
Can it happen?
- Absolutely... (time will tell)
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"Suicidal Melancholia"
- Spanish Version Un mundo cínico y lleno de traidores Machacaron mis sueños y esperanzas inocentes. Me he vuelto una cáscara vacia Lista para agrietarse y volverse polvo La carga de sufrimiento como una enfermedad llena de dolor Estoy cansado de desear, confiar y de caer. No encuentro ninguna otra alegría en la vida. Entonces ¿Cuál es el punto de vivir Cuándo ya estoy muerto? Sueños de suicidio me atormentan Deseando sólo cortar esas muñecas de mierda de par en par. Y para sentir el flujo caliente de la vida lentamente fundirse. Yo no soy un masoquista Yo sólo quiero que este infernal sufrimiento termine Sólo para dejar este mundo de mierda Con una mueca ensangrentada en mi rostro. ¿Cuando pasará esto? - (¿Esperanzas?) quizás nunca... ¿ Puede suceder ? - Absolútamente... ( el tiempo dirá ) |
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you wrote these feelings in such a great way
i love it
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.. вuт şσмęтiмęş iт'ş тнę σиłγ wąγ : тσ мąκę тнę pąiи gσ ąwąγ
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xXx Ѕŧґαίgђŧ Єδgє xXx
Ŧґцє Ŧίſſ Đεатђ
Thank thee for the support
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† Submit to my Self Destruction †
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† Submit to my Self Destruction †
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You shot me through the sky so I could light your way, now I've brought them down upon your head so you'll still die today.
poisen-arrow
Hope Thou hast a good day.
I love thee
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† Submit to my Self Destruction †
Every word is set perfectly and in a gorgeous way.
I really love this.
But please be alright, okay?
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Angele Dei,
Qui custos es mei,
Me, tibi commissum pietate superna,
Illumina, custodi,
Rege et guberna.
Amen.
"So what's the point in living.
When I'm already dead?"
You're very talented, it's a pleasure to see new poems from you in my devwatch
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I love you =AaronBradford
sure, it's amazing. all of your work is.
but it makes me scared
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xXx Ѕŧґαίgђŧ Єδgє xXx
Ŧґцє Ŧίſſ Đεатђ
I am glad Thou like'st.
I shall not lie thee. I am not fine.
Have a good day.
Carpe Noctem
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† Submit to my Self Destruction †
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